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So long never update my bloggie. Oh my god. The lastest post was June -_-
Oh well, since Im bored plus abit emo. Let's update something about myself recently leh :)

It's had been 3 months since my uni life start ,
Tough life as a UTARian, but I never regret coming here. Because all the friends around are the reason I never regret.
Thanks for those who actually understand me and accompany me to 逃避what I dont wanna face.
Thanks for those who said "加油!" to me, before I had my first presentation.
Thanks for the one who told me that, She would be sad, if Im sad.
Here is a little words to her...

"You know girls' smile is the most wonderful thing in the world? Do you ever know that why would u have so much of friends? You wont know how happy am I just laughing with you, trashtalking with you, selfie with you, lunch or breakfast wit u. So please, nowadays see you so emo. wanna cry out but cant, heart very pain leh :( I wish to see that shabi you again :/ Stay Strong shabi! "

Hmm...my life in uni I also lazy to write about. Actually everyday just the same.

  • Wake up
  • Take bus
  • Study
  • Selfie in class
  • Back hostel
  • Sleep




So, let's talk bout my friends in Seremban leh........ HEHE.
Broke my record of going home with them, you all jinja geng.

New record : 2.50am 

But well, Im lazy to mention much bout that outing, cz didnt selfie maaaaaaaaaaaa xD
And yea, so I went outing wit them again yesterday night. We went sing k :D
It had been a long day since I went to karaoke, but I just dont have the mood to sing. Idk why, sorry guys :( But seeing u guys enjoy before leaving to study, Im satisfied already. hehe.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... that movie. xD
pengsan ooooo..not bad la. but just too much fighting scene made me so dizzy and never eat any shit at tat time. sibeh hungry AF. :x
Was complaining to gwl and almost eat his muscles for that. HAHA.


Let's enjoy gwl's singing. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Im sorry but I have to post this, cz it;s too funny xD





then da da da da............Annette singing!!!xD





MUAHAHHAHAA... Khoo de singing no need upload la..sibeh lazy xD
Here are some selfies, in case u guys go there miss us can take out and see see or TOUCH TOUCH :P *dont lick can liao -_-








































Had a really nice memory with u guys yesterday night, take care and goodluck in your studies :D ANNYEONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! XD


Another Big Step of My Life


(this post I was trying to post on the WEEK 1,now is WEEK 3 already! :x)

Had been a long day, since the last time I update my blog :D Haiz.. Time passed so fast, I'm already in UTAR now already.Today I got my wifi, then I come update ler :P  Living in a different place, studying in a new enviroment, new building ( new building for UTAR XD) New faces everywhere!!! :x

First of all, I entered the class super early for the first day I thought the class gonna be small and less people... Who knows slowly people comes in. And it's already 8am , time for class, I was so nervous (newbie is like this de paiseh xD)  And I was lucky enough to knew some girls who are sitting beside me that time :D

(schmall cute coursemates who sits beside me :P)

So we start talking to each other while class is going on. First day , know more people ma! hahaha.But then realising all of them is not having the same English class and Tutorial class with me. Awww :( It's like another starting when English class. But luckily, second day of english class, I manage to know some of them and gain more and more each day... :)




(the guy behind,really sorry-_-)



Wahahah.. continue typing in WEEK 3 is hard, I really forgot so much things happened.

Hmm...class was fun!But get to know more people is more FUN! But unfortunately, the second week, I felt sick. How weak am I. First time sick in a different place where parents are not with me.

A sudden dizzy in class make me feel so uncomfortable , and I non stop sneezing. I went to lecturer and tell her that I'm not feeling well. So I went to DSA and rest. But the aircond make me feel worse! So I asked one of the counsellor how should I take leave. She accompanied me to 9th floor. I feel really dizzy when I reached 9th floor. Thank God she helped me to tell the Department people to give me the form.  ( Thanks ALOT! this paragraph is dedicated to this Miss XXXX (remain private), we are from the same hometown, so u made me feel so much better that time. Strange place and strange feel,plus a sudden sick,but luckily people around me are not too strange :D Thanks for your help!)

Tutorial class started on week 2. Well, I cant say much about it, cz we always selfie in class!! HAHA...or keep playing in class, hitting each other with saying " 一招给你死!" . HAhahaha, we did so many stupid things in tutorial class maybe cz we cant keep play phone in tutorial? :P











(恐龙好专心 :x)


wahaha, so many selfies. :D Enjoy people!! Enjoy your assignment and test on week 5 :D LOL, UTAR MY CHOICE :P


Ah! Forgot to mention my housemates! Actually, I troll them like how I troll my friends in secondary school. Muahahaha. Honestly, sorry laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :') They all are elder than me , so must always look after me yo <3 (in case they are here.XD) Like im your younger sister..hahahahaha. Living room is always dangerous, cz me this SIAO po always FA DIAN there , so take care my dear housemates :D But honestly, appreciate that I found this kind of housemates. Lucky enough :D



EXTRA :::

FOOD IN SUNGAI LONG. (need more can refer to my insta! xD)







I just want a FRIEND.

I know suddenly update a blog post like this is weird enough. Cz I had this male bff for more than almost 4 years. Yea, I dont simply tell who is my male bff. Unless you dont know him or you are my bff.

But well then, to girls out there who dont have a male bff , will not know how hard to maintain a friendship pure and innocent without any over border line LOVE on him. Yea Im here to tell you guys how hard I worked to maintain the friendship as pure as the water.

Well,
The way I talk to him no matter on facebook, twitter or some random post in wechat or wherever our friends can see, I knew alot of you guys will be curious do I had a crush on him cz Im talking to him like this.

But sadly to tell you guys. Im not. I have my own crush. He knew who was my crush. I knew who was his crush as well. We are close to each other. But we both have different crush on different people. It's like I dont have time to had a crush on my male bff. Cz I had a crush on XXXX this guy. RIght?

Do you guys get me? well then. Sometimes you may think that I jealous cz he is more close to other girls. alright. People out there. Sorry to say that, I angry sometimes cz i dont like he talk to those girls who actually ignore him and hate him. Well, as a friend, I gave him alot of my opinion. Alot of rage cz he dont listen to me. It's like mother telling son not to friend with people who take drugs. It's almost the same.

And ya,
Sometimes I may rage alot to him. Scold him and all. But actually Im super appreciate his present in my life. Sometimes he gives me advice no matter it's about my crush or about my friends. Sometimes it's kinda hurt to listen to it. But actually , I do think back everytime what he said. But I hope he do the same to my opinion.


And so,
people out there. Can stop giving us... err...maybe just me. Stress? It's like I have this male bff to talk about my life and my sad things cz I dont have a boyfriend right? I know I have best friends. But how the hell you kao zai without any boys' opinion? oh geez.


Im done stressing out. BYEBYE MIAO~



至我一个很重要的朋友

4点不睡觉你可能会问我是不是疯了.
我只能告诉你. 我不是, 我只是觉得很闷.
再加上看到某些东西, 所以在床上也要爬起来开电脑写这一篇东西. 

可能我这个很重要的朋友不会看到这篇东西, 但我还是坚持要写.
希望有一天 他看到, 并且明白为什么我要这样做. 


我这个朋友啊, 总觉得自己年纪比我大, 就在那趁机教训我做人道理.
只能说, 孩子啊, 你也不见得很成熟好吗?! 

好吧, 最近啊 我就心情很不好. 动不动就会想要对这个朋友发脾气. 可能对这个人依赖性太强 
我其实真的真的 很珍惜我这个朋友. 我真的很希望他能明白. 
我啊 时常告诉他说, 那些人这样对你忽略你, 你干嘛还要去care他们? 而且到最后不开心的也是自己. 

我每一次告诉他的时候他就会突然领悟很多很多. 但其实转过身几天后他还是对那些不在乎他的人 ‘念念不忘’. 
我他妈也想敲头了, 如果说一次两次没关系. 我能明白那种很珍惜与谁谁谁的某段友谊的感觉. 但其实他们在你背后说你的时候, 你知道吗? 就算你知道了, 你也不会彻底放弃对他们付出. 


其实我真的是真心想要你好. 你知道吗? 我比他们更需要你的关心. 我每一次都在你背后默默支持你做每一件事. 但我反对的时候, 你就觉得我妒忌你和他们关系比较好. 
说真话, 你觉得我在意吗? 我们近乎5年的友谊能输给那些1-2年的朋友? 我不信! 

我每一次看到你告诉我. 你放弃对他们付出了的时候. 我多么为你高兴. 但转个头我又听到你说你很不开心因为他们. 
写到这里我也真是醉了. 你他妈到底要领悟多少次我说的话, 然后再告诉我你明白谁要被在乎. 然后又他妈继续在乎然后又他妈继续伤心!



朋友啊, 其实你往往在为前面要追随的朋友撑伞的时候, 你都不会发现其实就算在下雨你也不会淋到雨, 因为我这个朋友一直在你背后为你撑伞啊.
你到底几时才会领悟到? 然后转过身来对我这朋友说声 :谢谢你这朋友一直都在!

算了吧, 无论我写得多么动人, 你还是不会明白我的苦心. 
就当作是我睡不着在发泄吧!